So this week has definately been interesting to say the least. So Monday I figured out that I never had feelings for Ian. Basically I was using him to get over things....
Also he likes Pennie and I'm 100% sure she likes him back. I heard her and Megan talking in Anatomy yesterday about him. Plus he actually knows Pennie exist I doubt he even knows my name. Though I'm kinda pissed she stole my distraction,I guess I have to understand. I don't want to be the girl that everyone pretends around. Now just to trust that god has a guy out there who loves me for me? That means me being patient, thats pretty hard for me. In other news I got a job... well sorta. Its doing quick books for my parents. It may not be much but if it helps me battle this depression I'm fine with it.
Lindsey
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Linds, why haven't you been blogging lately???
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