Homecoming

Yeah its not that exciting. Today,you know we had the day where we don't have classes, we play stupid games, with stupid who we have no idea who they are. Yeah we spent an entire middle school, elementry, and high school together but you still have no idea who the heck they are. Well me I didn't sign up for anything because its stupid why should we sign up with stuff its just going to awkward anyway. Me personally I hate awkward situations and everyone at my school is awkward. Therefore solution don't sign up for anything thats what I did my had a cow. So I don't fit in especially at school so whats the point of signing up for anything just to get shot down no thanks.

Tonight is the homecoming game yeah against Osseo. Ian is supposed to be there not that I care... because I do. Ok I care alot because I want to move and so far Ian is the only person who I've felt an emotional with. Yes I know I should find the right person to that with but I just to experiment for a little bit. So mabye he won't notice I'm there but I'm hoping he will. I'm hoping he'll talk to me and mabye even flirt a little. Is that so wrong? Ok i'm trying to be optimistic, you know more bright. The old Lindsey would say He probly won't talk to me, he won't even notice I'm there well i'm trying to not think about it that way. Anyway I'll you about it tomarrow or something.